So I decided to rewatch Ugly Betty, cause you know, why not? It was one of my favourite TV shows when I was growing up and I never watched all of the episodes. But as I am watching it, I get an urge to completely revamp and reorganise my blog. Like completely. And then I started like re-evaluating like everything in my life. Well not everything, but like work and uni and what I actually want to do with my life. With my cat project I realised that I actually really love photography so I may end up taking more photos and posting them on here.
It’s Vian’s funeral tomorrow and I don’t really want to sleep tbh cause then when I wake up it’ll be time to go to his funeral and I don’t want to say goodbye, not yet, I want to hold onto the fantasy that he is still alive just a little longer.
As I am writing this my eyes continusously close and it feels glorious and I am getting etrememly restless so I probably should end up going to sleep. I honestly hope this isn’t an actual mid-life crisis, I want to live longer than 44.